family

my mom is sick. she's runnin a fever. lyin on the bed now.

i juz brought some medicine to her.

den, my dad came back. i told him mommy's sick.

he den went into the room....

and heaven knows

he starts shoutin and bangin on the cupboards and the drawers, until i came in with the medicine for my mom.

my mom's looks lethargic and terribly pale.

and yet, he's doing all these.

maybe he's throwin temper or somethin.

but even so, my mom's oredi sick and tired.

cant he juz understand??

even if my mom did somethin wrong or wat

this shdnt be the time ventin anger on her. she's so tired, she cant even speak properly.

and now, i still can hear him doing things, in a 'loud' manner.

slammin the door. bangin on the table. deliberatly.

wat can i possibly say??

i reli 'sympathize' my mom.

she's shdnt derserves this treatment.

she works hard. holds two jobs . mornin and night.

for wu??

no herself obviously.

todae is actually her 'leave'. from her job at night.

and with the terrible headache and faver, she continues to wash our clothes and cook.

i offered my help. but she oways reject it.

maybe she scared im more than a 'destroyer' than a helper.

i dont know.

seein her so worn out and 'overfatigue', almost every single day. 24/7

i reli dunno wat to say.

haiz.

she reli sacrifice a lot for us. a lot a lot.

i cant possibly ask for more.

but...

maybe i oso neglected abt my dad's effort in bringin us up.

but seein at wat happened juz now.

totally speechless.

nite time. reflectin time.

banners

supposed to be at zhenghua sec by 1pm todae to help ms yeo with the banner paintin... but den hwee shiang phone call woke mi up. the time was ard 10++.

she wans mi to be at zss.... since the 'original' time to meet is 9.

but we had oredi planned and agreed to reach there by 1. coz the poly students 12++ den released.

wu the hell knows.

den, i went for lunch with andy. reached zss. NTH TO DO. ONLI ROT!!!

i juz sat beside the banner until 1+pm when ai ling came. coz ms yeo finds the diagrams on the banner which is originally designed by her scouts veri ugly.

so, she hopes that i can changed and improved the thing.

so, after some discussion, mi and ai ling decides to change the entire design by flippin the banner over to a fresh new one.

we outlined the diagram and coated it with white for the base.

by the time we finished it, it was oredi 5++pm

the sch uncle says he can allows us to stay till 9, or we come back tomolo and continue.

mi and ai ling c no point for us to stay longer since we stil need to wait for the white coat to dry and it will take quite awhile.

so, i have to go back to zhengua sec tomolo and finish everythin.

possibly ALONE.

y?

tomolo is 'public holiday', zhenghua closes at 12pm. the poly students includin ai ling couldnt make it.

so, i have to be there by 9am. start ALONE. and maybe wait for some kind souls to help.

argh. how fun.

another sad thing

had my haircut. okae la, quite happy with it.

in the afternoon, i received an e-mail from my civics tutor. to a03 one.

she wont be teachin us animore. due to some personal problems. i shant elaborate further.

i felt so sad for her. she has oways been a carin and helpful teacher.

she asked mi to organise with the class to visit her when we r free. high tea i guess.

hope she will fine. although she said she is.

haiz. going to miss her lots. wonder wu my new civics tutor will be. good one/ bad one??

wu knows...

jokes

came across a webby... abt jokes. quite funi though. its all abt economics.



Q: How many economists does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: Eight. One to screw it in and seven to hold everything else constant.




SOCIALISM: You have two cows. State takes one and give it to someone else.
COMMUNISM: You have two cows. State takes both of them and gives you milk.
FASCISM: You have two cows. State takes both of them and sell you milk.
NAZISM: You have two cows. State takes both of them and shoot you.
BUREAUCRACY: You have two cows. State takes both of them, kill one and spill the milk in system of sewage.
CAPITALISM: You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull.



A physicist, a chemist and an economist are stranded on an island, with nothing to eat. A can of soup washes ashore.
The physicist says, "Lets smash the can open with a rock."
The chemist says, "Lets build a fire and heat the can first."
The economist says, "Lets assume that we have a can-opener..."

my 'remainin' days

todae is another boring day. wat can i say... haiz

my followin plans for the remainin holidays.
29th dec >> haircut.. a good one i hope.
30th dec >> go back to zhenghua and help ms. yeo with the scouts recruitment.
31th dec >> go out with my buddies for celebration cum countdown. hopefully lan-gamin too.
1st dec >> go out with my sis to subscribe the pacific net broadband thingy.
2nd dec >> pack my room and my sch bag,files, etc. buy stationeries and necessary stuffs(pt 1)

dats all. sch is gonna start on 3rd dec. i don think i'll hav time to blog when sch re-opens. haha. hav to c first.

good day bad day

was happily watchin tv durin afternoon time at ard 2:30 pm when my sickenin sister called mi and 'ordered' mi to bring thinner down to greenridge mall for her. she works there.

wth. and when i asked her 'for wat?!'. she juz didnt ans my qn by replyin 'bring it down'.

??!! of cuz i know u wan mi to bring it down for u, if not, wat the hell u call mi for??

den i repeat my qn again, PROPERLY.

she replied again ' i need it'

??????!!!!! its either she freakin don understand wat im tryin to say, or she intentionally tryin to avoid my question, heaven knows.

den , i brought the thinner down to her. she didnt even say a bloody 'than q' when i passed the freakin thinner to her.

'orh' she said.

i didnt even bother to say a single bloodin thing to her. its ridiculous la.

calmed down lata. decided to study my econs lect notes again

but then that stupid pei tang called mi at ard 3 pm and 'ordered' mi AGAIN and accompany him for the zhenghua recruitment meetin lata.

but in this case, i didnt grumble much. haha

he said he will be all alone at bukit panjang plaza. coz he decided to went to plaza immediately after sch. but the meetin supposed to start at 4. but he predicted himself reachin at ard 330. so, he doesnt wan to be alone for this freakin 30mins.

i went.

met him at KFC.

and bloody hell, he was with javier and chee xiong happily eatin their freakin food.

oh, so wu the hell told mi that he doesnt wan to be all alone??

okae. den after cai er and hui xuan came. we started the meetin, juz in time.

brain-stormed for ideas. allocate manpower. all sorts.

den alvin and ai ling came.

den, that mama-boi javier and game-boi chee xiong went home. ungrateful brats, juz like the banglas.

we den moved on the the next topic, female ventures recrutiment meetin. my 'FAVVVVV' topic

alvin was the in-charge for this meetin.

fruitless one. blame wu?? wu else.

no offence. than q.

my mom juz told mi abt the tsunami incident. she said that my father doesnt allow mi to go for any overseas trips without their accompany next time.

dats so unfair. no one expected this tragic to happen. how could u 'banned' mi from going overseas with my frenz juz becoz of this. its so unreasonable.

haiz.

bye bye santa. c u nxt yr.

i was wonderin how shd i start off with... ...

christmas over... santa's not givin a single blessin anymore

i was watchin the news juz now

first thing i saw and heard was the report abt the earthquake in sumatra if im not wrong...

secondly, it was the havoc that the earthquake caused in phuket, thai.

and my father rushed into my room and tell mi to watch the news, which obviously , i am

if u all noticed and read my first entry, u shd know dat i've been to phuket juz abt one mth ago...

its not dat im over-sensitive or wat... mother nature can sometimes be beautiful or ugly...

in this case, extremely ugly.

frankly speakin, the locals in phuket r the most friendiest and hospitable ppl i ever met.

esp those wu helped us with the beach sports... we had lotsa fun together : friendly beach soccer, etc.

so... when i heard the drastic damage that mother nature creates... i felt 'cold'. 'cold' in my heart.

haiz... shd be able to get over this soon enuff.

gettin late now. tmr will be another borin day i guess.

mi, myself and no one else.

nite time is oways reflectin time. for mi.

paint paint paint

spent the whole afternoon paintin the walls... those banglas wu r supposed to turn up and paint the walls in my house 'pontent'. dats y mi, my sis and my papa hav to paint the walls all by ourself. shitty banglas, they came to paint the first half on last sunday and left the second half to us... shdnt had bought lunch for them last sunday... ungrateful brats. lol.

im waitin for the paint in the bathrm to dry. so dat i'll be able to bathe. few strands of my hair oso kena paint... alamak.

was thinkin of going out todae with my pals. for lan-gaming or catch a movie. andy approached mi and asked, but then i dunno whether i can make it or not coz i still need to help my parents to paint the stupid walls. end up, didnt go.

haiz... i reli wan to go out and play todae one... haiz

i wan to go out and hav lotsa fun next week be4 new year!!!!

When U Believe...

like this song a lot. its by mariah carey and whitney houston if im not wrong. can be use as 'a word' of encouragement. meaniful to mi. maybe i write down the lyrics. let u all c for urself.

Many nights we prayed. With no proof anyone could hear...
In our hearts a hope for a song. We barely understood...
Now we are not afraid. Although we know theres much to fear...
We were moving mountains. Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes...
There can be miracles. When you believe...
Though hope is frail Its hard to kill...
Who knows what miracles. You can achieve...
When you believe somehow you will. You will when you believe...
In this time of fear. When prayer so often proves in vain...
Hope seems like the summer bird. Too swiftly flown away...
Yet now Im standing here. My hearts so full, I cant explain...
Seeking faith and speakin words. I never thought Id say...
There can be miracles. When you believe ...
Though hope is frail. Its hard to kill ...
Who knows what miracles. You can achieve...
When you believe somehow you will. You will when you believe...
They don't always happen when you ask. And its easy to give in to your fears...
But when you're blinded by your pain. Can't see the way, get through the rain...
A small but still, resilient voice. Says hope is very near, oh ...
There can be miracles . When you believe ...
Though hope is frail. Its hard to kill ...
Who knows what miracles. You can achieve...
When you believe somehow you will. Somehow you will...
You will when you believe...

yup. dats abt it. its reli meaniful. take some time and hav a look at it. or maybe go 'download' the song and listen. haha. u download ur prob hor. i onli suggestin.

x'mas eve at orchard

*yawn* juz woke up. it oredi 4+ now. spend the whole nite yest at esplanade torn-ing. had lotsa fun at orchard. we bought those snow spray cans, in fact, almost everyone there was armed with it.

at abt 9++, ppl were oredi sprayin at each other... i bought a total of 9 cans... usually, the target were all those innocent-looking gals. we juz spray at them, and then act innocent afterwards, so dat they wont spray back.

the cars beside oso kena. ppl juz spray at thier window screen. lol. includin us. lol

there was oso a lot of banglas there. dunno y. my fren said they will use this period of time to molest gals. coz its reli veri crowed there. so u never know wat will happen.

but frankly speakin, i reli pity the cleaners down at orchard, coz ppl juz throw the spray cans on the floor after usin. and there is soooo many ppl there. u can actually imagin how many cans r there on the floor. horrible. then there was oso police tryin to catch those wu litter. but then , i think oso not dat efficient la. there is stilll a loTTTTTTTTTTTT on the floor.

den juz before 12, when the count-down starts, ppl were sprayin ferociously at one another. u spray mi, i spray u back. then if they came as a grp, then u suai, coz the whole grp will spray at u... and u will reli look like a sonw-man after dat.

i know at ard 8++... when we were reli SQUEEZIn in the crowd... there was one gal grabbin my shirt from behind. and then holdin on to my shoulders. At first i tot is pei tang, coz the posture veri 'gay'. but then i heard a gal's voice... and when her frenz asked her wu she's holdin on to, she juz replied ' i oso dunno leh'... then she went screamin and im rite in front of her can u imagine it? its like a sound-blaster rite beside u. argh. then sometimes when i accidentally stepped on her toes. then she will start whinin and complainin : ' the person in front of mi keep steppin on mi'... izzit my fault??!! then pei tang finds the whole scenerio of mi and that anonymous veri veri amusin. hah.

we torned till 4++ in the morin... then wait for bus for a total of 4 hrs... its reli horrible. i don wish to say more. juz horrible.

merry x'mas eve!!!!

merry x'mas eve everyone!!!!

juz finish 'readin' all the econs lect notes. heh. so pro hor. its RELI a miracle. haha. i think im going to start readin thru the econs tys sonner or later. dats the worst part. argh

till now, we still havent decided where to go for the celebration lata. alamak. they say they wanna go eat steamboat for dinner. yah, so? wat abt the rest? sleep?

i think i will be meetin them at fareast first. then we will decide wat to do next. they say they wanna torned... erm... i've not yet decided. havent asked my mom abt it. im fillial. lol.

going to change a new broadband plan i guess. its 512 one if im not wrong. pacific net one. now got promotion. ard 52 bucks ba.

dats all. enjoy ur christmas eve!!!

nitey nite

its past 12 now. nth to do. so juz blog lor. chattin with pei tang now, tokin abt wat to do for tomolo's x'mas eve celebration. he says his sch(ngee ann) got sell those festive spray cans. 3 for $5. i think i juz buy 3. shd be enuff i guess, coz he says those spray cans veri fast use finish one. wu cares... i juz wanna try...dats all.

im still tryin to 'perfect' my blog. haha. but dun reli know wat else to add. alamak.

still thinkin abt the Kung Fu Hustle. haha. amusin. u shd go catch it. its worth the money. yup.

waitin for my mama to come back. she bringin some nice nice food from johor. haha. its cheaper there i guess. my parents oways go there one. on weekly basis .

im suppose to read thru all the econs lect notez by todae. err.. i mean yest. err... 23rd dec la. but sad to say, i procrastinate. end up juz flippin the bloody file. ARGH!!! this shdnt be happenin. then tomolo whole day outside, oso cannot study. shit la. sch is going start soon. haiz. wat shd i do....

road nerd

okae. back. went to catch Kung Fu hustle. So funny. exaggeratin sia. got a 'lion roar' stance. lol. dats reli amusin. haha. den after the movie, mi and my buddies went for lan-gamin. haha. im a noob down there. know nuts. played starcraft with them. quite fun though. den went home afterwhich.

im actually a certified road-nerd. know nuts abt the buses available. dats y i oways stick with the more 'traditional' MRT. lol.

my hotmail is back!!! haha. finally. my frenz say its becoz of the server. wu knows.

tomolo is x'mas eve!!! yea!!! gonna hav lotsa fun. shd be going orchard i guess. enjoy the festive mood there. haha. hope u will hav lotsa fun too!!!

ALOHA!!!

halo everyone!!! first of all, i juz wanna say dat the existence of this blog is purely, solely and exclusively due to my boredom. nth else. life's gettin bored day by day, as time flies. i was 'urged' by alice to create this blog, which i told her, will be veri beri boring. so, dont expect much from my poor command of english. haha.

x'mas cuming... going to catch Kung Fu Hustle with my buddies tomolo. hope we can get the tickets. argh. i juz cant stop sneezin. since this is my first entry. i wont say much. todae's my mom b'dae. im elated. bought fruit cake for her. i felt so bias. durin mothers' day and my mom's b'dae, mi and sis will oways but cakes for her. but none for my dad durin any special occasions. argh. am i neglectin my dad's feelin. haiz.

my hotmail juz couldnt work!! and im so frustrated abt this. i cant check my mails. grr.

im juz waitin for xmas to come. nth else. dats my onli entertainment for this week, other than the movie tmr. and i even havent touched my notes/bks at all!!! gosh, im scared im going to flunked next yr. thinkin of it, i agree with wat lynn says, it may be much better if i juz choose to retain, den i wont be so stressful now. hah. im purely tryin to ESCAPE.

i heard from lynn that ther's some changes to our class arrangement next yr. argh!! juz hope dat i wont be transfer out of a03. hopefully.

okae, nth much to say abt my past. maybe the deepest impression dat is still in my mind is the fox scout venture main committee meetin last sat, if u all juz happento wonder wth is dat, its kinda meetin for all the appointment holders to discuss some impt issues. and i swear, we had the most borin and 'dead' meetin last saturday. its juz hell. nth else. we 'debate' abt a single izzue for nearly an hour, and its juz gettin on my nerves. argh. im not going to speak more than im 'supposed' to. u know wat i mean. so dat the whole meetin will be smooth sailing. so ya. my dear ventures, im out of the game. haha.

i juz came back from phuket too. its in thailand btw. had LOTSA LOTSA fun there. did lotsa stuff. beach sports, 'dancin' etc. i oso happen to found out dat i've cravin for wines, vodka, tequila. yah. haha. u never know till u try it.

okae. dats all for todae. had fun 'editin' my entry?? haha. back tmr. bb.