woosh. i actually passed my math. can u even believe it??!!!!

all my questions were halfway done. i couldnt believe i passed wif such horrible work

and yah, i managed to pass my GP essay ONLY. im proud to say that its my first time passin GP essay. but then , deep down, i know i shdnt be gettin such good grade. first, mdm shafar marked veri leniently. secondly, i juz happemed to read on the essay question i did, which i cant be so lucky everytime.

so, i still hav to work double hard for my GP paper and at least get a pass.

i scored well for my chinese lit paper. my hard work paid off
but im still stuck with gettin a D for my language paper which suck.

and yah, went with nat to Popular bookshop the other day
hilarious
she was tryin to find a big- enuff- tip marker so as to write and remind herself stuffs
when somethin terrible yet funni thin happened
ask her for further details.

and yah, y is everyone so particular abt their image? i still cant figure out
esp the boys, not dat im scoldin myself, but i juz find this strange
they hav to try and act cool in front of gerls juz to grab their attention
for wat?
dats so not urself.
simplicity is the best.

im jammed up with hwks, revision and stuffs.
but ironically, i still can find time to play gb.
its liddat.
u willl oways try to find time to do things u like, and try to spend less time with things that u loathe.
so yah. dat explains it.

im now tryin to train hard for napfa. esp my pull-up.
so dat i can skip the first 2 months of trainin.
muahaha.

and yah, sch life sux. its gettin worse and worse everyday
i don even hav the motivation to study
im been forced to
i spent almost half of my lecture duration praticing the great art of 'mind-wanderin'
so when the teacher finally finished the topic, i end up knowin onli a bit of everythin
pathetic rite?

reprimand mi pls.

sometimes i feel like strangling myself juz becoz i cant make a correct quick decision on somethin. and still hav to pester others to help mi make my own decison. thanx fee!!!!!!! not forgettin seok oso.

and yah, im going to cut my hair later, waitin for the rain to stop. i seriously hate to do things all alone. i hav to go westmall all alone. yesh. SERVE MI RIGHT.

din reli study over the weekends, i have to admit. but i did read thru and finally understand the concept of econs' NID.

and tmr is schooling day, the J1s will join us. yesh, more annoyin bugs now. and im going to c how they suffer when PW starts. happy PW-ing J1s!!!!


I DON WAN TO GO CUT MY HAIR ALL ALONE!!! ANYBODY THERE??? HELLO??!!! U HEAR MI??!!

fine.

hihi
common test over liao
im well-prepared in gettin back my results
3Fs. no doubt.
and yah, some of my close frenz shd know dat i skipped one impt econs chapter
and so, even when the common test is over
im going to mug hard on that chapter
im not study nerd okae,
its logical, if i don finish this chapter over the weekends, i will be slower than the rest of my classmates when sch starts and a completely new chapter begins.
so yah, study is good for health. puix.

went for scouts' bbq laz nite
nth much la, juz chit chat, tok cock onli
den afterwhich, we went to catch The Eye 10
den fee told mi to be careful of the basketball part
indeed, its shocking.
dats the one dat freak mi out
the rest still okae, not reli dat scary actually
but the endin is unexpected
dint know will turn out in dat kind of manner
tragic ending of cuz, it had oways been like this for horror movies
so yah, wat a celebration to mark the end of my common test. haha.

den went home, played GB wif fee unti 1+am i guess
played for an hour more.
den felt sleepy
went to sleep. duh~

and now, im preparing to go out wif my family.
got Ching Ming.
how to say in english ar? my english veri poor one
some kind of cleanin up the tomb. make sure no grss here and there
but actually, ours not reli tombstone
its those kind of plate one.
like those u saw usually in chinese movies
where the guilty one moan and seek revenge. mauahaha

yoyoz. long time no blog liao.
my close frenz shd know y im bloggin
becoz IM WAITIN FOR MY 3Fs TO COME!!!!!!

i was so fedup wif myself durin the econs essay paper
everybody was rushin for time, its oways been like this
and i was sittin and staring at the paper for more than 45 mins thinkin of wat to write
no doubt, i cursed and swore durin dat 45 mins and of cuz, myself, for not studyin hard enuff
i was SO BLOODY ANGRY wif myself i feel like cryin...
i have to admit dat this is the first time i felt so helpless durin this type of impt tests.
im juz sat down there and stared at the bloody paper for so long, can u even believe it?!
i even hav the time to glance ard, and wat i saw made mi felt even worse.
eveybody's seems to be rushin and scribbling, they don even stop and think.

den i looked at my ans sheets.
almost the whole of section B which worth 50/70 of the whole paper is blank
BLANK
there wasnt anythin i could do
coz its my fault not to study
its not dat i dint study, i did
but im not study smart.
and u can asked my frenz, how i grumbled and complained after the test
i juz never experience been defeated so drastically before.

and todae, i had my math tests
and i din even manage to complete a full question at all
all the qns were half-done.
some din even do
and lookin thru my math ans.

i more or less hav comfirmed
my 3Fs r waitin for mi.

its been a long time since i blog
sorri for those wu clicked on my link and still c the same old entry over and over again
im going for medical checkup tomolo
for the pre-NS enlistment
and the opportunity cost that i have to face are
1) less time to study
2) my math mock test
3) my econs test

c!! im way behind time now
everythins seems so rush, so hectic
my close frenz will know that im oways ellin them now and then that im going to die
and ironically, they supported my brilliant idea
so if one day im going to commit suicide, my dear frenz will be the culprits ultimately.

i reli cant stand it man
im oways procrastinatin
so many distractions at home
wat shd i do??!!
sometimes i reli hope doomsday arrives
so dat i nid not worry abt been lag behind or study too lil
coz in the end, we still hav to die~~!!!

im still ponderin abt wat will the NS officers do to mi when im there for medical checkup
of cuz, as usual, hav to strip
but wat cai er told mi reli scares mi
ask him if u wanna know

and for yr info, im still havin 'cold war' with my sister
and my parents oways approached mi and ask mi to give in
y muz i oways be the one givin in and lettin her 'win'
i don get it
so, im not going to give in
until the day she finally realise that she is nth but a spoilt stubborn mule

and my room is in a mess now
how i wish i could burn my whole room down
of cuz without being slaughtered by my parents.
i feel so ... so... so... so... depressed now
i loathe this education system
its juz drivin mi nuts
and i wonder how those smart nerds can handle all this
they might hav not even been to town be4 i guess
get a life man.

and so...
i will continue my journey in shapin myself as a full-time study nerd
wish mi luck.

aloha!!!

im back with more action and fun
had fun last p.e. lesson, we played handball
although our p.e. teacher wasnt there, we still had lotsa fun
the whole game was juz so fun and hilarious
we luffed almost every minute. dats how funni it was

and yah, my principal is juz as bullcrap as usual
he sad to us some kind of a riddle+lame joke
ten 'fogs' ( suppose to br FROGS, but he kinda pronounced it wrongly) were on a log beside the pond, den one 'fog' told the others dat he is going to jump. and so, the rest all jumped into the pond( animals all hav those kind of 'teamwork').
den he asked
how mani 'fogs' r there left on the log
... ...
he said one
coz the 'fog' wu decided to jump, didnt jump
so that 'fog' is the onli one left 'standin'
that 'fog' onli thought of jumpin, but in the end he didnt.
so wats the morale of the story??
its somethin abt think first before u decided to do somethin
THINK THINK THINK, dats wat im lackin of
but the morale to mi, is dat
mr kwek is now a certified lamer.
dats all.

and yah, during the talk, lynn 'accidentally' saw mr kwek havin an erection.
gross, but dats funni

and before we went for our cca meetins,
mi, nat and fee played a bo liao game
its abt flippin a coin and c whether its head or tails
the winner(s) will get the chance to draw on the loser(s) hand.
den i managed to write ' canoe sux' on fee's hand
she said its ticklish
and i experienced it right after nat wrote ' da bian (shit)' in chinese on mi
fun though,
time flies faster this way

im decided to go for a decent haircut this friday. anyone got any nice suggestions on which salon to visit?

i went to Jantzer for my last haircut.
wanted to try out ProTrim oso.
wat u all reckon? haha
my future hairstyle depends on u all!!!
lol. im juz mad.