IM B-O-R-E-D. to death.

yah. got back some of our papers. good and bad. but overall, still sucky.
i seriously dunno wat to say. i got back my econs paper which is complete hell. i didnt even improve at all, except for my mcq part, but so?
den maths, didnt improve oso. was C for mid yrs. now? still C. when issit going to 'upgrade' itself to a freakin B. though im still hopin to get an A for my 'a's. which seems rather impossible, evidently.
den chinese. ecstatic. satisfied dat i got A for my chinese lit. but so? my chinese language is still like shyt, and there is no way for me to improve on my language part. so, a C no matter wat. overall, B.
i cant even think wat will i get for my GP. D again? goodness.

anw. when i reached home and saw my mom, i reli wanted to tell her abt my chinese lit result so dat at least she will know i did put in some effort in studyin well. but den, i juz dont know well. all of the sudden, i juz dont feel like tellin her. i dont know y. it shd be somethin delightful for her, but still, i juz couldnt tell her this piece of good news. can someone juz tell me y?

its reli sad, at least for me, to see some of my peers strugglin to do well and excel in dat particular subject. but still could not perform well, even if they claimed dat they hav put in great effort. den i will oways start to worry, not pity for them, even if they didnt realise it. but still , like wat i oways tell my frenz ard me, i oways believe in startin from the basics. hav a good foundation before u even try to attempt any other ' chim-er' qns. dat works perfectly well for me, at least a pass. so yah, ultimately, it is still up2 ur own most effective and productive study mtds. but if u think u hav put in 100% effort but still couldnt deliver well-enuff results. pls, review and reflect. at least im 'reflected'. lol.

oh gosh. wasted 20 mins typin this entry. kk. gtg. all the best everyone. theres no use whinin and complainin abt how u actually can get higher marks, if not for the careless mistakes or watsoever. like wat my chinese lit teacher told us. its like a water bottle filled with some water. we dun care how much water u got in dat bottle of urs, but the amount of water needed to fill it to the brim. u can happily say dat at least i can score well for other topics or subjects, but so? wats important is how well u will do other topics, not ur best ones.

dats all folks.